Timothy was due in February but due to complications he was delivered 3 months early. He was born via c section November 20th 2019 and was only about 2 pounds, he lived for 3 days and for the three days he lived he was a fighter he stayed strong and pulled through on his final day he struggled to breathe and his heart gave out .
 When I found out I was pregnant I was scared at first but then was so excited. Several months into the pregnancy I learned there were some concerns and that scared me.  I did make it to every appointment that and did everything I could . He was in the NICU at Albany Medical Center. I was released from the hospital on November 23rd in the afternoon. I made arrangements to stay at the Ronald McDonald house, and was prepared to stay as long as needed to make sure my son was well and taken care of . I had high hopes and was praying for a good turn out with him . That evening I got settled in at the Ronald McDonald house and around 8-9 p.m I was outside waiting for transportation back to the hospital when I received a call from the hospital that things weren’t going so well with my child but they were doing everything they could .Â
That night my whole world turned upside down and my baby boy ended up dying in my arms at 11:13 p.m He is forever missed and I still carry the grief and wonder if there could’ve been anything that I could have done or should have done differently.
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