Hi all, first off I’d like to share my condolences. I was 20 weeks and 6 days pregnant when my beautiful stargazer was born. We had many complications together. She would’ve been born with brain and heart issues. She is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on. Her siblings and I are missing her terribly. I hope she knows that every star I see I dream and see her. I’d give anything to hold you again. I was diagnosed with sub chronic hematoma. It was not an easy fight. God needed you more. One day I’ll be okay with that. I’m feeling so lonely but sad all these families are going through this as well. Katana leaves behind 3 siblings and a heartbroken mother. I’m doing anything I can to raise awareness and have your name and story to be honored. I’ll be with you one day baby. Mommy loves you and I’m so sorry for everything we went through. We love you forever. Never stop stargazing. Everything I do, I do it for you. Bless anyone who reads her story.
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Happy 4th Katana Star. December 4th this year will make you 2 years old. January 31st I lost my beautiful daughter Elektra. Your big sister. I know you guys are playing in heaven. I miss you both terribly. I think of you both everyday. Elektra Moon and Katana Star. There was a reason I did this. The Star and moon are always together. I’ve taken endless rainbow photos. Endless moon photos as well. I welcomed your baby brother March 31st. 27 days after Elektra’s. He was born on her passing. I miss your scent baby star. I miss feeling your heavy kicks for such a tiny body. I miss holding you in my arms. I am so sorry this happened to you. You and your sister. I will forever remember all the pain we went through. I am sorry. Your brother Calogero looks just like a mix of you both. He was a NICU baby for over 20 days. God made him born that day for a reason. I always knew you three would be so close. I am forever longing to see what you may have looked like. You never took a breath baby. Having you at home was the hardest thing. I prayed for you to just cry, just breathe. I prayed to be reunited with you and your sister. I hope you too are having the most fun. I hope you two dance the heavens away. I hope your playing nice together. I hope your getting everything you guys both want. I hope you are endlessly happy. Learning from each other. You both are the most perfect babies. I love you forever baby. I miss you beyond words. Happy 4th of July Katana. May you forever be stargazing.
It’s about to be a whole year. Mommy got a job. I found out the same day I was pregnant with you, I’m pregnant with my rainbow baby boy. It’s all thanks to God and Katana. I am now working. I work with Memory Care patients. Your big brother turns 7 today. On December 4th marks a whole year of your passing. I promise to give you a birthday baby girl. To this day I never forget your dates. The day I had to sign the cremation paperwork, the day we picked up your ashes, the time of your passing was 6:51 pm. The day you passed one day before your big sister’s birthday. Life has been tough. But I thank you for giving me strength and all these new opportunities. I smell the hat they put on you in the hospital. I gave you a piece of Halloween candy in an envelope. Although we never got to meet in the way I wanted, I was blessed to have carried you for 20weeks and 6days in my belly and heart. We are all grieving and probably endlessly will. I miss you more than life and the stars could tell. I have seen the most rainbows this year than I ever have. It was all a sign. Thank you Katana Star Colonomos. I’ll never stop seeing you, your signs or feeling you around me. Everything I do, I do it for you. I love you so much. To anyone reading this, bless you. I’m so sorry that we’re all in this journey. Just know you’re not alone. These babies would be proud of us. They love us as we love them. Live for them and yourself. So you may have stories, memories to tell with them when reunited. Ask for help. Tell there stories. They can feel and see it.