Hi all, first off I’d like to share my condolences. I was 20 weeks and 6 days pregnant when my beautiful stargazer was born. We had many complications together. She would’ve been born with brain and heart issues. She is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on. Her siblings and I are missing her terribly. I hope she knows that every star I see I dream and see her. I’d give anything to hold you again. I was diagnosed with sub chronic hematoma. It was not an easy fight. God needed you more. One day I’ll be okay with that. I’m feeling so lonely but sad all these families are going through this as well. Katana leaves behind 3 siblings and a heartbroken mother. I’m doing anything I can to raise awareness and have your name and story to be honored. I’ll be with you one day baby. Mommy loves you and I’m so sorry for everything we went through. We love you forever. Never stop stargazing. Everything I do, I do it for you. Bless anyone who reads her story.
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It’s about to be a whole year. Mommy got a job. I found out the same day I was pregnant with you, I’m pregnant with my rainbow baby boy. It’s all thanks to God and Katana. I am now working. I work with Memory Care patients. Your big brother turns 7 today. On December 4th marks a whole year of your passing. I promise to give you a birthday baby girl. To this day I never forget your dates. The day I had to sign the cremation paperwork, the day we picked up your ashes, the time of your passing was 6:51 pm. The day you passed one day before your big sister’s birthday. Life has been tough. But I thank you for giving me strength and all these new opportunities. I smell the hat they put on you in the hospital. I gave you a piece of Halloween candy in an envelope. Although we never got to meet in the way I wanted, I was blessed to have carried you for 20weeks and 6days in my belly and heart. We are all grieving and probably endlessly will. I miss you more than life and the stars could tell. I have seen the most rainbows this year than I ever have. It was all a sign. Thank you Katana Star Colonomos. I’ll never stop seeing you, your signs or feeling you around me. Everything I do, I do it for you. I love you so much. To anyone reading this, bless you. I’m so sorry that we’re all in this journey. Just know you’re not alone. These babies would be proud of us. They love us as we love them. Live for them and yourself. So you may have stories, memories to tell with them when reunited. Ask for help. Tell there stories. They can feel and see it.