Eleanor Davis

Baby Eleanor. She was healthy. She passed at 35 weeks.

I have so much guilt and regret. I should have seen a doctor or went to the hospital long before anything happened. I felt like I was fine and I was just experiencing normal pregnancy symptoms, extreme heart burn and then what I thought was bad indigestion.

And then I started the throwing up blood. Ended up being something that was 100 percent preventable, and had I not procrastinated it never would have gotten to the point it did, and my husband and I would have a beautiful, little girl right now. Our 2 year old son would be being the best big brother. All because I didn’t go in.

I’m a fool. I had a stomach ulcer. I didn’t know. I lost too much blood. I thought despite this, she was going to be fine.

But then they couldn’t find her heartbeat. It’s the worst feeling imaginable. The next day I was induced. We were scared to see her. But we ultimately did. Eleanor was absolutely beautiful..She looked like a sleeping newborn angel. God called her back home.

~ Chey & James