Our Ninth baby was a much wanted, loved and longed for son who was due in late 2005. When we found out that we were pregnant with our ninth child after losing our first child, a daughter, and our third, fourth and sixth children after welcoming our second and third children, a double rainbow, 
and our eighth child another rainbow,  we were happy to be pregnant again but wary and cautious and a little sadder this time.Â
and our eighth child another rainbow,  we were happy to be pregnant again but wary and cautious and a little sadder this time. Â
However it was sadly not meant to be as we miscarried our beloved son at just 11 weeks and six days into our pregnancy. We didn’t think that pregnancy loss would happen to us again but it kept on happening again and again we felt like we were being punished we had no definitive answers.Â
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I was seen in 2002 when pregnant with my rainbow baby but because I was pregnant I was just fobbed off with there’s nothing wrong with you, your pregnant now so still had no answers or reasons as to why we kept miscarrying. My Rainbow  was my sixth baby.Â
but because I was pregnant I was just fobbed off with there’s nothing wrong with you, your pregnant now so still had no answers or reasons as to why we kept miscarrying. My Rainbow  was my sixth baby. Â
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We were shocked that it had happened again and felt a little disheartened.Â
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We had a feeling he was a boy so decided to call him Byron Conrad Isaiah Livingston. We Hope that our son knows just how much he is loved and missed and was wanted and we hope that one day when it’s our time to be reunited with him in Spirit. Byron would be 20 years old this year (2025) 
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Thank you for kindly honouring our angelÂ
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Jo and Rob Livingston
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